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Friday, April 30, 2010


I am soo exhausted. Not really updating today, will be updating tomorrow. He text me just now before going to work ^^He will be back by 3am as he promise to call. So, im gonna sleep NOW! waking up later that time.
imyttm!

Wednesday, April 28, 2010

super lame, i knowww -.-

Headache!

yesterday's tution is not C-0-O-L!

wtf is organic chemistry? lol.

i know i know! N,K,D,L,B

which is nicole kidman died last birthday.

if im not wrong; naphtha,kerosene,diesel,lubricant oil,butamin

correct me if im wrong. LOL. k stop showing off nisa -.-"

k shutup!

im so pissed at yew tee's stalford tution.

not only they have lousy teacher but super-annoying-arrogant students.

except me lah, im always ready for a smile ;)

smile at a girl, all she did was , she stare at my face. as if there's something there.

I was the only normal acad student there. So they learnt more about express thingy.

I miss pris and sheree's annoying laughter there :(

Imagine you studying and concentrating and suddenly next door goes.

''da..daaa..da...daaaa..." =.= fucking annoying.

Primary schools's chineese learning vowels shouldnt be next to us. so irritating.

daa.daaa.ddaaa...'ni da ben dan lor!' -.-



Tuesday, April 27, 2010

TSK. studying again for tonight. I think im not sleeping :/
Mdm Phua, please help me with geography, my mind is in a whirl! :(
Im having my tution later. It dosent help me.
What to do?Mum didnt want me to quit.
Haiyaa.
Nisa Tired lah.
Bby's sleeping and will wake up anytime soon to work.
He msg me in the morning around 5.55 saying he cant sleep.LOL.
what did i do the night before?SLEEP.
he texted me but i was in dreamland.
poor boy! LOL.
He insist to watch Iron Man at Illuma this sunday. -.-
Freaking boring movie.I guess.
Next week is our monthsary! woohho! ;)
p/s: b,i nak makan KFC. JOM! ;)


School was boring today. Went home and slept. Dreamt that singapore is snowing. OF ALL THING SIA! =.= " wth..and woke up and do my maths revisions. There are LOADS. Im not sure i can finish it before exam. anyone..HELLLPPPP MEEEEEEEE!
Currently there's a guy that freaks me out. Saying all kind of things to me when i dont really know him. OMG,FREAAKKKK! B, helppp! right, he's working :/ talked to him yest until this morning. Listen to his singing and sang along. For the first time in my whole last 2 weeks, i didnt feel sleepy in english class. WOHOO! thanks Cai Ying and Sheree for your irritating-ness that cause me to be wide awake. ;)



MIYA REALLY DO HAVE TALENT BUT YET SHE DOSENT WANT TO SHOW IT.
Looks the same right? Told you so.

Monday, April 26, 2010

THIS BLOODY JERK JUST DARE ME TO WRITE ABOUT HIM AT MY BLOG ,
SO I DID ;)
HOW WAS THAT CHAN WEI ?
FREAKING BLOODY BITCH-WHORE :)
AWW, SUCH A CUTE NAME FOR YOU :)
haha ;)


DIDNT ATTEND SCHOOL TODAY!
everytime i didnt attend school mum would give me her "you-do-not-exist" face to me. =.= I didnt talk to her the whole day. I had to cook myself, clean myself (DURH) and clean the room myself. ALL ME when im sick. But nonetherless, i feel much better :)Online the whole day and i've been listening to songs while doing my art. ^^
Ask around my friends what to say to b, and all give me the support. Thanks Miya, Kak Iza, Theresa, Uma, Chan Wei and others who i forget. LOL. I thought that after i talk to him i will be better but he took everything as a joke. He laughed when im talking and even said. ''Thats all you want to say to me? '' What kind of crap is that? OMFG. :(



Saturday, April 24, 2010

Fever ! :(
yesterday b msg just to say he reach home, i didn't bother to wake up and msg him anymore, just sleep. G.T.H ah! He didn't bother to ask me if im well eventhough i msg him to tell him that im sick.What kind of boyfie is that?! msg him just now saying that my head hurts and if he still insist to ignore. I guess this is it. :/

B L A H B L A H B L A H B L A H B L A H B L A H B L A H B L A H.
I think im picking up sis from work today.In the morning i had great difficulty to stand up cause my head hurts soo much. Piankiller aint working. My happypills aint here helping me too. Have you ever feel so sore that you feel no one notice you? Even your mum? great, yesterday i ask mum for a hug yet she push me away cause the bloody freaking mouse is going to fall. YES, MOUSE! =.= pathetic right? Now, when i ask for a hug from my father he who says "come my daughter, whats wrong?" .Yes, FATHER .The one who i always hate for some reasons. :/I miss big bro too. Feel like coming to him and hug him! The word career is DESTROYING every relationship on earth right? dont you agree? i mean, its proven . I asked some of my friends if i should just move on, and mostly agree. I think i must before i self-destruct.

nisa, wake up.Dont do this just for a bloody ball.Get back on your feet and be independent. You want a tight slap from your sis again issit?

♥ SISTER




Thanks Sis, after all the things i acuse you. You were there when i needed you the most.



Out at 1pm to meet Miya and clans ;) Loveeee them! Went to causeway and had our meal at mcdonal. Eat DCB !Thanks kak iza~ After that meet my sister. I tell her EVERYTHING and atlast i broke down.I couldn't stand all those tears. When i link back all together i can see that he dosent even cherish me. I dont want to talk about this. I'm Felling sick:( ,it might be because i thought about this too much. Im leaving, i think its for the best. :/





Friday, April 23, 2010

When im with you, it feels like the time passes quickly.


Morning as per usual. After school had extra lessons and detentions.
Meet bby at causeway point after all that.Saw zai for the first time.Sent bby to work. Although i saw him msgings who other girl, i think im going to be fine. As long as ,at the end of the day he knows who he really love. And to this, i need to be very understanding .Let's quote d's sentence , 'Dont seize him to tightly or he will slip off from your hand' -_- SMART HUH! mcm kenal je that sentence! HAHA. He said he wanna work full time at Timbre , his current part time job is already taking soo much of our time, now that he wanted to take full time. Suke hati kau lah nak, dah besar kan. :/ Im okay if you are okay. okay b? saaaapppp..Tired! i need to rest. 2moro going out with miya and clans. ;)
BTW, MIYA, THANKS YOU AND YOUR FAMILY FOR THE SCRUMPTOUS MEAL! ;)

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Thursday, April 22, 2010


yesterday i couldnt sleep, after he called around 0130 AM just to tell that he will be hagging around with his friends. He told me that his friends are more imprtant then me. :/ So, today i ask one of my guy friend if his gf is more important then his friends. His answer was Girlfriend and said if a girlfriend was not important means the girl is not worth. Wonders me. Hell no, that dosent help me any better. =.=" I miss you soo much and time always dosent agree with us.With you sending a few short msgs and morning calls.It still dosent help. :( Not that i demand things from you, it just that i feel that my status had been ripped but yet there's no one taking care of it .

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Wednesday, April 21, 2010

CUTE RIGHT?!~
I found this at google search, i didnt edit it.
The picture already say, it love me .AWWWW ;) Today was such an exhausting day.P.E was quite fun, slowly number of people decreasing and left some of us to play.So, we had to run around. Miya didnt come AGAIN. I MISS HER DAMN BLOODY MUCHIE! After school we had our time practice, B-O-R-I-N-G. :/ Thanks Uma for teaching me some math questions. (Y) Back home and mum demand me to go to woodlands to get pop's bag. Back home, Revise for 3hours straight. Now, Im damn sleepy, but i just cant sleep. His words hurt me soo much . :'(


Tuesday, April 20, 2010


I MISS BOYFIE :(
His everday routine always clash with mine.
  • 3am-Return home from work
  • 2Pm-wake up and get ready
  • 5pm-reach work
  • 2am-Return work.

In between time, he have msg but thats not enough :/

Splendid timetable B! No time for me.Baik ah :(




Young Money.
Been addicted to their songs.Hope they could come to Singapore.
Tyga,Drake,Gudda...You rock! ;)


I still cant accept Achik Spin's death :(


the van that he ride :/


Monday, April 19, 2010

This girl is so gay. Ask me to follow her to buy bubble tea when ahe have her own bottle to drink..So gayy... =.=" okay shut up nisa!
Ok...school was per normal..had physics after that..Miya didnt come so i was on my own..Talking to myself and disturbing everybody. But i still do my work okay! ;) Go home and went straight to bath before proceeding to my revisions. I had my daily 2hours of revision and today was Geography and Chemistry. Study like nobody business and after that mom pass me the laptop to update my fb and stuff. Like primary school kid like? :( Nvm, if i pass i will surely thank mom. LOL. Now hagging on the phone with b. Stupid, i feel like talking to myself while he watch XXX. So gay sia..hahaha ;) maybe meeting b on sat..See first :D

IKAAHHHHH! Friday meet kau at 2pm kat bangkit lrt okay? pape tagg. :)



Sunday, April 18, 2010


This is so gay , But i still love her ;)





Why do you hate me ? I've done nothing to you. Sorry babe, but i could see the difference already.You cant cheat your own friend.
Wake up around 10 and went to miya house cause there's birthday party.eat there and have fun. Thanks to usop for smearing my face with birthday cake! =.=" Funny issit? After that i went straight to miya room cause i just feel akward. I dont know why. Went home around 5pm cause mommy start msging =.= Thanks miya and Ismail for sending me home! :D Today b wake up at 6pm! Can break world record! He randomnly just call me without texting first and first thing he said was _______.LOL!. okay lame. but so sweeettttt! :) Now, he's watching tv while i revising! :D Later call me aites ;)

Saturday, April 17, 2010







BABYSAUR! RAWR!
hahahah..okay =.="
Went out with Bby today! He look tired :/ But at MRT i ask him to rest.So he lie on my shoulder and next thing i knew, i was talking to myself. LOL. =.= Miya seems so happy today. Only i and her know what happen. LOL . Sent bby to his work at city hall. Not allowed to go in cause its a bar. Damn PATHETIC. He kisses my hand and ask me to go home before its raining. ^^ . Now waiting for him to finish working. Few more hours to go before 1am. B-O-R-I-N-G :/
Sheree's Quote of the day ; ILYTTM ! ;D



AL-FATEHA PADA ACHIK SPIN(Abdillah Murad)
May your roh rest in peace :(
I MISS YOU, MAN!
I used to be your biggest Fan. :/

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Thursday, April 15, 2010

I DONT WANT TO HAVE ANYTHING TO DO WITH YOU ANYMORE!



MIYA,MIYA,MIYA...
dont sad okay! Nisa wouldnt tell him anything laa ;)
Yesterday ,for the first time, i slept and i can concentrate! YAY! should do that more often .Woke up saw many msgs, all from b.He say he cnnt sleep and i quickly ate my breakfast and rush out of the house. Talk on the phone and until i reach school. P.E today, Stupid nisa, run for shuttle run and after grabbing that stupid wooden thingy , i fell. Like one superman. KNNCB! paiseh lor, like one retard lying there. Thanks thoose who laugh, karma will turn around and bite you! After school went straight home. Do my hmwk and revise my maths. Cause mom is like staring at me with her big kuku eyes. Finish my revision ard 6.30 plus and text b. He just finish his course and he's sick! Dont go work 2moro lah! rest at home. Work not important, your health is! ;) Force him to sleep cause he didnt take his med. So, i guess, i have my sleep again for today! :D






Wednesday, April 14, 2010

Dear Anisa,

For the sake of YOURSELF, please continue trying your best and PLEASE PUT IN EFFORT in whatever you do.You sure do know your family and friends are behind you. How many months to go, PLEASE PESEVERE. After that you can do whatever you want.

Best wishes,

Your Conscious




Tuesday, April 13, 2010

Just wake up from my sleep at 6pm and now its 1047pm.My plan buying Honey milk tea fails. Pathetic. Im feeling so sleepy and wanted to sleep right after this post.He just call to inform that he just finish working. So happy^^ Very early! I LOIKE! :D but, i need the sleep so yea. Im gonna damn shit SLEEP! =.="

School was per normal. He call in the morning intending to send me to school but everydy my father will take the same bus so, no chance=.=". But he call and we talk until i reach school. Im soo happy miya is feeling way much better ^^ Iloveyou fren! Uma was also getting better; i mean still crazy lah. Sheree the boobs grabber is always acting cute and susan my sister is always with her 3 musketeers (= My world always rotate around them, that makes me happy.Finish school at 5pm today . 2Moro will be at 1.30 and after that either will be studying or catching more sleep.LOL.

Oh ya, One more thing. Those who didnt contact me for a long time now. What happend? Where all my backbones? Why avoid and didnt contact me? Is it because i didnt look for you thats why you didnt look for me? Is that the way? Come on, we have know each other for so long. Please do say hi or chat up with me some other time.

Monday, April 12, 2010

SHEREE IS A BOOBS GRABBER / MANIAC / MOLESTER!
HAHAH..
I'll tell you i will post ;)
This is what happens when u dont have enough sleep..
I havent been sleeping since yesterday. The day before talk to bby and his friends until 5am and bby doze off at the phone. THANKS! =.=" Had soo much great time knowing all his frens. All very the Leggong! hahah. I had 1hr of sleep and wake up just in time to go to school. Meet Miya and she gave her sweetest smile and then lesson started. I've promise myself to start concentrating and dont lose focus! Should've done it earlier, i knowwww...

Time-practice until 4pm and then bused home with Miya. Reached home and text him. Damn sway, wanted to meet him 2moro but he's having a fever =.=" Rest well and get well soon ya bby! :)

P/S: Why you avoid me?You dont even talk to me.









Sunday, April 11, 2010





Went out with 2 of my sis!


A have a really great day with you.


LOVE YOU MAN!

P/S: If everything is up to me, then why having you in the first place?

Saturday, April 10, 2010



(Y) Cheers for those who make me laugh today!

starting from Ezra, in the morning, meet her at Lot1 and have our breakfast.The meals at McDonal are getting more expensive. i left with 2/3 of my money after buying sausage McMuffin with egg. LOLS! But then, very nice, bcause why? Im hungry.

Then ezra and me start snapping photos.All photo will be upload at the next entry.After that we eat at Rex Mckenzie , I swear the chicken rice taste different!

Around 3 something we went to City Hall.Msg bby asking him if he otw to work aldr cause he work around there, but he still sleeping. =.=" So i didnt meet him. Went to Esplanade and chat with Ezra for awhile before proceeding to Bugis. There soo much variety of things i wanna buy!

I will impatiently wait for an offer at baby's work after N lvl. Meanwhile i need to bare with the fact that he working from evening to the next morning. He will msg me after work at 2am. Who the hell will wake up sia? Me laa. LOL. today idk if i could hear my phone Beeping. Soo tired..=.=

anyways, today he became very haywired cause they day before he went ton and get drunk. Stupid right? Go ton then wake up feel tired treat ppl like ur punching bag =.= The consevation went on

Bby: B, buatpe?

me:tgv tv.

Bby:ape sial tgv tv?

Me: salah type kan haha.

Bby:Buto ah.

Me: whats wrong sia?

Bby:Nothing ah, You cn go watch ur precious tv

Me:eh b, whats wrong lah.

Bby:eh sial, i msg u later lah sia.

scary huh? , the whole day he msg/call i nvr entertain.Learnt your bloody ass lesson la eh, im your girl not ur sister . But soon , he calm down and apologise. Dont do it again keh?

AKU SYG KAU ,BODOH . (Quote from his fav sentence)



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Friday, April 9, 2010

Caring Day 2010. ;Tired, so wont be elaborating.










































































































Thursday, April 8, 2010

CALLING ALL SUPER JUNIORS FANS: Here's a snitbite for ya;)

This video is MISHEARD lyrics of suprjuniors; sorry.


Wednesday, April 7, 2010

After school,Miya and me ran from our school gate to phoenix station cause we meeting D & Liff. The day was fun though. Just that I felt irritated because Liff Keep punching, pinching and slapping me. ITHURTSLAHCB! but he say sorry la. what an a-hole :P we sent D to pay for his fees and hangout and went home. Sorry Liff for not wanting to hear what you have to say. I think i need more time yeh? ;)

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Tuesday, April 6, 2010

This girl is called 'sweet' by our coach.Lol.
Guess what ?
she say to me : ''To me , you are perfect enough'' (as fren la durh)
awwwww.. Love you Miya darling :)



Siti Nur Sara Binte Idris / Sara Lee..This Bitch has help me alot. I love you gay :)
If only i could run and jump to you and say ''adik sayang kakak and thanks for helping me kakak!'' and not akwarding the atmosphere .^^
Im soo devastated, SOO MANY things happend today.Why must u add to my problem? Anyway girl, imy :/

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Monday, April 5, 2010

SORRY MIYA SYG CANNOT ATTEND YOUR PICNIC! :(
Although you say its okay but i still feel bad.

MIYA BAYBEEEEEEE!
^^DOKK! Best keluar dengan kawan2 kau! hahahaha..!
Miyaa baby wanna buy perfume but yet she lend the money to her love one.The price of the perfume nearly reach 40 bucks.So i reached home and ask ibu(mum) :
Me:Bu, kenape minyak wangi, wangi?
Mom:*(tak layan,type2 bende kat laptop kakak)*
Me:BOOOOOOO!
Mom:Ahh, ape?*(muka irritated)
Me:Kenape minyak wangi , wangi lah?
Mom: pasal minyak tu wangi.
WAHH PIANG! MOMMY! hahahah..So cute.Basically the convo is about me asking mom why perfume smells nice. Guess why mommy at laptop..cause she got BLOG! WAH SEHH...wa caye same lu ! Ibu super canggih. Hee. I LOIKE!


Sunday, April 4, 2010
update!


I have set a record for myself for not opening any message in my hotmail and now the amount of mails is 942! ^^ Wohooo! =.=" Went tution but turn back cause in half an hour's time its going to end, so why bother?Anyway, otw back baby msg and we meet to eat ice cream! Baby's treat so why not? haha. He sent me back home and kept saying and repeating that he wanted to buy motor and what model he want. Guys...What else could we say? Tomorrow schooling and im damn exhausted. Im not sure why, i guess it must be the weather. You think so too?

Saturday, April 3, 2010







Talking with babylove^^
wake me up at 8am cause mom yelled at sister and me that we should clean the house and wash my shoe.I got up with my puffy and and wash my shoe and sleep back. around 2pm i woke up and msg baby.it was raining so i cuddle up at my bed while taking to baby until now :)