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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Just went counselling about 10 mins ago with Uma, sent uma to her CAD lessons and went to library to update my blog. Omg,. I felt the pain for her.
Im so sorry not letting out today , im just not comfortable to tell my problems to someone i just saw about 3-4 times. About telling her our friends , I feel bad.
Even though its hurting , i cant go to someone and tell her, this two-year friend of mine went away. Maybe the problem is ME, maybe i was the one who made it to this situation.
If nothing will make her move then be it. If people saw us like a crap then we cant do anything . Like example , if people saw dust, they cant say 'wow! its gold.'
Cause definately its dust and it will always be that. same for us, if they saw us as that, then thats the way it gonna be.
You always say , 'Nisa , cheer up, i cant see one more person crying' but the matter of fact i know you felt like it too. Cause you wanted all of us to be together and you thought that its you who brings all of us like this.
Babe, all this matter not because of you, its their own choice.If they wanted to say horrible fucking things then let them ,its their mouth.
It just dont matter when the angry moment of yours ,you talk about 'thoose things' cause i gotta tell you ,I was even ashame to hear people the same religion as me to do that.
I just dont understand , why judge people for what they are. If you think that, thats the way that makes you feel better,Then you're wrong.

Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no cause I got you babe ...

well, you know what? ROWDY ROCKS! :)

Thursday, October 15, 2009
marks marks marks!

ROTTEN flowers


Its getting tired when you keep avoiding someone that you love.When he tried to talk to you, you avoid him. He tried to walk with you, yet you move with a group of friends along. He try to make an eye contact and you blink right away.ITS GETTING SICK AND IM TIRED! :( why must I avoid YOU? why cant YOU avoid ME? i hate this part right here...

yesterday we receive our paper back. Math,Art,Geog and also Chemistry. Today we receive back our Physics and English. I pass only 4 subjects so far =.= Waiting for Social Studies. I hope i could pass that too!

Math-FAIL (15) =.=
Art-PASS!(70 something)
MotherTounge-PASS! (80 or 90 soemthing)
Geog-PASS!(im making a history in my life!) (27/40 ! YAY!)
Chem-FAIL (embarassing marks)
Physics-FAIL (embarassing marks)
English-PASS! (50?)

Sunday, October 11, 2009

okay, right here at school music lab.
i have to complete the japan trip video editing, and it will be shown at the hall -.-"
anyways,
waiting for jin yu. :) singing for her competition.
DAMN! been searching for justin biebir pictures.
think im obssesed with him..
but, WTF? he is only 12. im the bigger sister. hee :D

Thursday, October 8, 2009
im soo over that

what took place on friday ard 7 something pm really sucks. Well, i felt sorry for sis.i know she dosent did that. My legs went jelly hearing mum's words. tell me, which couple dosent kiss and hug? like i tell uma, its hard to overcome my ego of guys , its been a long time .... but with the current situation , i wont even be looking at them. Uma would say ' why are you looking away, when the looking at you?give them a chance nisa' and she would also say ' the further they are, the most handsome they would be, the nearer they are, the more stinky they would be'. UNDERSTAND THAT? well, i did. and for the matter of fact , I stil cant accept it. I need a time. long time, after the incident on friday, it affect sister and also ME.

Saturday, October 3, 2009

when I'm
Loving you,
Why would you wanna break up?