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Wednesday, June 30, 2010


Never the right time to say goodbye -Chris brown

Im soo lost, someone help me.


The difference between me and her is, Im not her.

Tuesday, June 29, 2010

good morning people,
cant sleep properly yesterday.
Now im very sleepy :/

Labels:



SO CUTE,

AWWWWWWWW ='(

p/s: Even animals didnt behave like an animal.

You, you are a BEAST! >:(



LOL! old picture ^^
Eng-SS(test)-Em-Art-Assembly
School :English we did Oral cause the dateline is getting near, Ss we did some test and i guess i wrote the longest in my row and i was the last to finish -_- , Maths i did not understand anything +_+. Art, Mr Rahmat said , " We give you 9 Months and you give this piece of crap shit work?!" 0.O Assembly was damn sian. Talking about results. Even Sam thats sitting behind me is sleeping
-.-
Gave all the MCs to teachers today. Luckily none of them are angry. I supposed to have detention today at 1.30- 5pm but was cancelled of cause i produce an MC. ^^ So happy. Went to meet mum after school at Lot One. Have our lunch at Long John, wanted to eat pizza badly but mum's allergic to cheese so we refrain from Pizza Hut =( Still craving for pizza until now. Went to buy my eye mask after that. So happy ^^ Mama pay for it. My balance at bank is limited so i beg mama to pay for it and she did ! ^^ Yipee~ Took LRT to bangkit after that and went to Shop and Save to buy rice but mum said its too heavy for us to carry,so we waited papa to get home.He will be here anytime soon. Buying facial wash and perfume later, they are finishing. You better save nisaaa!


Got a problem with me?
Go solve it.
Think im trippin?
Tie my shoes.
Cant stand me?
...Sit down....

Monday, June 28, 2010

nak makan nie !


Time Check: 6.25 Am


No one is at home except for sister . She's sleeping.


Why do i feel so lost when there's no one?


okay, gtg to school now.


wahh sian.


-_____________________-




School was fun ^^ Meet Colgate and company. Nur Humaira Dewi binte Hashim aka miya boncet aka lulu siao ta boh aka miyayawn is SOO pervvy today. She keep saying about 'bulu' thingy -_- LOL. Atleast kite bbl pasal laki, bukan pmpn. We are straight okay Ezra! Be proud :P Tanti pon pervet! Tanti cakap Mr Aidil nye dada berbulu.. eeee, tk malu.Mane aje kau nampak tanti ! Then proud, bilang orang semua . Tanti Suriana binte Abdul Karim is officially obsses with two MALE teachers with furry chest. LOL. hehe. Andand! Miya is officialy attracted to aBANGLA that works infront of OM's office. :)

Ouh for whoever you are that did that . You can jolly well ge a life. That is how you call having fun? You're so outdated, i think my dad use to do that in his younger days. So old fashion. Eh comeface to face lah, kenape kene buat bende blakang aku kan. Lol, suke hati kau lah. Aku sabar je, one more time. Seriously, one more time. Aku tak kesah dh nak dekat N level ke tk ke. Aku dapat kau, kau kene sia. pala ****!


Hee, lepaskan geram je :) dont worry, nisa not that fierce always. :D

ouhh andand,
I Miss Kiki Monsta the pornstar :P

Sunday, June 27, 2010

GOOD MORNING, IM GOING TO SCHOOL ^^


eh , ape kau nak ni?
ouh nak show off!
heran tak heran eh!
so what kalau kau ade mataer sekarang?
like i know who the FUCK is Liyana.
gy jalan dah nak tanye2 psl aku.
dah lah duit tk return.
nak step show concern.
gy blah ngan mataer kau.
menyusahkan hidup aku.!
ALEP, YOU SUCK !



Miya aka Lulu siao ta boh , sorry aku tak dapat upload semua gmbr niari. Internet mcm setan. Slow sangat nak load. I did try okay! :D hehe. And jagan harap kau boleh kawin ngan anak raja! hmphh, lu boleh jalan dahhh. Puikk! hahaha. Datok boleh lah, nak? Datok K. Khas istimewa untuk kau, Datok ketiak . Lebat oi, kau boleh plead rambot dier. hahahahahha! Nisa mcm siak :P LOL, and terime kasih for the drink babe! sayang kau. :D
Wake up at 1.45. Feeling lost cause no one at home. Called mum, she said she's a someone's wedding . So call sister, she working. Call dad, he's working .-___________- Went online for a while before going to Miya 's house..Tomorrow schooling. ^^ Cant wait to meet Umamalei, sheripede,susaney ! YAYNESS! Printing MCs. Hope teacher wont get too angry for skipping some lessons :P

Saturday, June 26, 2010




KIKI MONSTER !
rawr !
teehee.
kay random -____________-


LOL,

i cnnt stand laughing when she did the back hand -_______- my granny use to do that too. :/

nyek..nyekk...nyek..nyek...wakakakaka. kekek sungguh .

i want to do one vid like that too! 40 expression!



LOL, this vid make my day !

some of you dont think its funny

i know, cause my sis says so -_____-

i supposed this girl is kiki's favourite? LOL.



*old pic*


Woke up at 1 something. So normal of me.

Help mum clean the house. Did housework and switch on lappy.

currently looking at youtube videos.So bored.

my pp8 low-__- i can finish $15 less than one week.

wahh piang, i can go broke like this :/

Picking up sister later. :D

i will post some videos that i watch later.

Tatas ;)

Friday, June 25, 2010


I dont know why i should keep rejecting
when you dosent even care.
Oftenly you have nothing to say.
You dosent even call me anymore.
i know u cant but lemme tell you,
if there's a will there's a way.
well, really.
i've got nothing to say but, imydfm :/


Waiting for your call..

call im sick,

call im angry,

call im desperate for your voice...



YOU AINT GONNA TIE ME DOWN.
_'_





Lerrr...mase tu cine, sekarang india. next phillipine pe? k pape
-______________-"
kakak says im international girl
-_________________-"
lolololol..
♥Nak lil'Wayne ah..
or
♥Ryan sheckler
teehee.



Young Boi ^^
*looking at his fb pictures*
mama: Dik, gambar siape je kau tgk ni.
me: Young boi.
mama: knape name dier mcm act cute gitu.
me: -____- psl dier penyanyi.name kene cool2.name
btol dier zairee rosli.
mama: ouhhhh, cute jugak eh *walks off*
LOL. ^^ hehe. dier mmg :D

Thursday, June 24, 2010

please dont dissapoint me =(




If you don't like something change it; if you can't change it, change the way you think about it.-Sheree


i hope you understand this phrase.




Nana : 'nak tolong kemas!' mama dier : 'takleh, masok bilik, tidor!' nana: *cry*
-___________-

Nana ;)

Agigi ! *she look like ASTRO GIRL* 0.O
Very restless yesterday.Kiki slept early. I knew i couldnt sleep, so i pop 4 panadol to make me sleep. Put on my earpiece and listen to songs and all the bad memories flowed back. Before i knew it , i was asleep. So panadol do help, im gonna use you more often ;) But soon after that miya called me to woke me up at 6.30 and i swear its the most friggin bad headache i ever felt! like one !#!%$& like that. Mate macam steam tapi merah. Iritz. Mandi and mama bising cause i look like zombie. She say i stayed up too late cause i main laptop. -___- yelah tu , tanye akak. Adik tidur siang lagi ade. Hmmmphhh! Siap2 and kluar before mummy tanye mane i go semua. Nanti kene tanye mcm police. Take the bus with papa around 7 something and reach miya house around 7.30 am . Just in time to see Usop going to work. He's from Cisco? How come i dont know? (0.o) Went to Bukit Batok Poly clinic after that, the queue is totally long. But we manage to pull through.Satu orang sakit, pegi clinic bawak satu family, i loike! Semangat, tk mcm family i. =( Tapi dgn Agigi nye nangis semua org pissed off kat sane. So nisa bwk dier jln2 around poly tu. ^^ Then ade makcik ni nye pekak mcm si Kimmy ni. LOL.

me: *carrying Agigi* and walking around.

nenek:Comel nye
me: *smile*

nenek:Name dier sape?

me:name dier rezeki, kite panggil dier agigi
nenek:pedengki? knape name dier gitu?

me: agigi nek.
nenek: ouhh, bapak nye mane? knape kamu sorg je?

me: bapak dier kat sane , tgh dudok. *point*

nenek: ouh, kenape bapaknye ngan anaknye kulit hitam , kau putih?

me:ni bukan anak saye nek.

nenek: anak kamu? ye, jage baik2 ye nak.

-_______________________________-

Pak mat tempe kene langgar ngan motorcar. hahaha. okay, tak baik nisa ketawe kan org tua. Tapi nenek tu cute. I suke! :) Dier takde gigi mcm agigi .hehe. Lepas tu kitorg makan kat Gombak. Nisa makan pattaya and Miya makan half spring chicken. Diet sangat lah tu .Tapak dahi kau ! After that balik rumah miya and kite cuci coridor and cuci dapur and main air! hahaha. I have the video, Miya! nak aku post? lawa kau gelek oi , sexy!. hahahaha! We eat durian after that! BEST! then mandi, and pegi rumah mak angkat dier. Nampak Wawan Anugerah and his friends! Went home shortly after that. My badan so letih. Tadi baru sleep. I feel like sleeping again. Nak amik 6 panadol pulak ah. ^^, Can tdo smp bsok ;)

Wednesday, June 23, 2010


My room was this dark when i woke up. :o
Kiki woke me up at 10 and then i ask him to call an hour later.


but he call me 2hr and 30 mins later -____________-


but he still calls, so , THANKS ;)


but after waking up at 12.30 i slept again until 2.30pm.


I know, like lazy pig.


SO WHAT?


after that went to meet kimmy for a while


before meeting miya.


That slenge boy need to be slap!


Before meeting him i call him asking him to buy water for me.


but he bought me waffle instead.


pekak btol -___- but thanks ^^


After eating he left to meet his friends and i meet Miya.


Miya's Family so hyper today, ijdk why!


hahahahaha. Being teased by everyone in the family from the head to toe -_-"


They kept asking me, "nisa, kenape your eyes colour2? taruk watercolour eh?" -__-"


Went home around 9.30pm cause my body started to became weak.


So rush home and take a little rest before Facebook-ing.


Tomorrow waking up at 6am. I dont know whether i can wakeup.


totally tired :/ but im gonna do this. I nak temankan miya gy clinic.


baik kan nisa? ;)












This song is stuck on my mind !



They say
he do a little this
he do a little that
he always in
trouble(and I heard)
he's nuthin but a pimp
he's done a lot of chicks
he's always in the
club(and they say)
he think he slick
he's got a lot of chicks
he's so messed up(and I heard)
he's been locked up
find somebody else
he ain't nuthin but a thug
so what...

SO WHAT? lol. teehee.



WEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE!~
i did it again.
saw make-up tutorial on mermaid eyes and its consist of green, blue and gold.
But for me, it look like all blue. LOL.
dosent matter, i've tried!
I wanna try pink next :))

currently tried to watch Avatar. -_- what kiki watch EVERYTIME he's online ;D So ya, halfway and i get irritated already. Watch the Avatar Water edition and its about the sister not giving up about finding avatar. He kinda have power? LOL? is that true? I also dont know. HAHAHAHAHA. I think i better watch my make-up video ! Bluek! hehe :))







HAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! omg.



I like this Quote by Uma :)

"wen u feel scared..jus touch ure heart n say 'ALL IS WELL !"

but what if your heart is the one who is not well ? :/

Tuesday, June 22, 2010

TAK BISAKAH KAU MENUNGGUHKU ...


Xie xie ni jie jie,
ing wei ni mai wo chi fan!
wo che tao ni bu yao wo tu che er!
wo yao kao si ni,
wo ai ni!

YOUNG BOI

Yessssaaaaaa!! manage to get his lyrics .. ^^ So HAPPY ;D


TEARS BY YOUND BOI :)

[Rich J] Revolvin round time,cupid shot me love arrows,

and now it seems dat all good times, jus switch to sorrow,

u on da otherhand cryin, im over here waitin,figurin, wad did i do,

fo u to be out there lying but tearin, my mind is blurin up, blurin up, its flickerin, its flickerin,

she used to be stronger den anythin,

but loook, da weakness of her jus seems to go start surfacin,

and i aint gotta worry,know that i gaf it my everythin, she let me down right,

but yeh we do fight, how we make up to break up , jus to get by,

she da apple of my eye, turn out to be a lie,

but maybe i just took too much time to figure her life she aint neva worry bout me,

why da hell do i stick around, i stick around, and ionoe even know why im givin it my all,

while u break it down, me down, me down

[Young Boi & Rich J] You were mine we were fine and

the day just blew by it went by so fast like a sprinkle splash

on the ground a puddle forms from my tears your so far away (x6)

[Young Boi] when i first saw you i thought you were too good to be true

the innocent look in your eyes made me realize

i loved you for days i acted perfect to see if you liked me too you started flirting

and i thought It must be too good to be true

and it was who ever thought some one like you could hurt me so bad

i saw you flirting with other man I didn't know what to do

i loved you we became friends and

i was so happy but one day you told me you hated me that very moment my heart shattered

i wanted to cry but not in front of you ,So i ran home now

And that night i cried a million tears i hope you are

happy now i don't care bout anything or anyone else all because of three words

well now its your turn to hurt your turn to cry your turn to live your life

just wishing you would die

i hope these words make your life totally blue

i hate you girl

i hate you baby

chorus (x2)

for all the times, you weren't by my side

for all the times you just watched me cry

everything you put me through it hurts me so bad now

(chorus)

[Rich J] You promised me, that you would never leave,

Den why im standing alone in the rain,

You told me once that you will always stay,

Why you leavin me in the rain ....



SHEREE GOH KUN JIN !

You got fren lehh,

super famous Pornstar.

L-O-L.

Her name is Sheree North.

She's a sex symbol in the 50's and she died in 2004 ^^

Just a few seconds of watching this vid and im laughing like hell.

hell no, i cnt finish watching this vid but the last part is interesting. Lol.



Kiki Monster!
dont sulk:/
i promise i deleted his picture from my folder aldr :(



WEBBBBBBBYYYYYYYYYYY.....weeeee!~
webby with miya just now :)
she's literally insane (:
like ME! (:
ahakz tuih! :P
Tomorrow not schooling but im going to school for art :/
our dateline for N lvl is 2nd July.
That was fast! o.0
School hoildays gonna be over soon.


PAKAI AKU NYE BAJU!!!
TAK TAU MALU!!!!
SEKARANG BAJU AKU DH LONGGA. PADAHAL BARU BAJU GITU.
KAU PON BOLEH BELI LAH!
KENAPE PAKAI AKU NYE?!!
AKU BELI KAT JAPAN KAN TU TSHIRT!
KENANGAN BEB!
KAU PRANGAI KNNCB!
SEKARANG BAJU AKU DH JADI OVERSIZE TEE.
BABBBB!
tsskk! ='(

Monday, June 21, 2010

Cammon' red rangers!
lets go to school tommorow and learn lotsa thang okay?
we gonna learn how gravity works and how your mama have you :D
arent you excited?!
-____________________________________-"
fuck, tomorrow's schooling and i have not rake up any excuse for last week's attendance.
and miya not coming :/ im a loner =( TSK.
Kiki is at his friend's house now.
waiting for the time to ripe to call him
-.-

Spent my time just now arranging my pictures in folder.
Now its better and more efficient to look for photos ;)

p/s: to all tagged friends. I wont be active in tagged . So anything add me @ facebook with the same email add as my msn. thanks ;)


Sunday, June 20, 2010

YEEEEESSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSSAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!
I FOUND YOUNG BOII FACEBOOK ALREADY!
WWOOOWWWWW, SO CUTE :D
teehee.





yay! jom beli dresses! ;)




tomorrow schooling :/ dddaaaammmnnnn iiitttt =(


kalau mulut mcm cb,
aku rase kau tutop sudah.
kau siape nak complaint kat mak bpk aku?
kau jgn step baik ah.
step fb aku , aku buat bende jahat.
ape sia jahat? even kakak aku ade fb,
nampak sah kalau aku buat ape2 dier boleh check.
sekadar gambar ,kau nk complaint.
kau tkde life eh?
patutlah!
kalau kau takde keje, aku ade untuk kau.
Nak bilang mak bpk aku aku kat tempat lain bile time tution aku.
kau diam2 sudah .
merrrreeeeppppeeeeeekkkkk..
sumpah sia kau takde life.
jage tepi kain orang. Perangai stoppit!
kau nak life tak?
nnnnnnnnnnnaaaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkk llllllllllliiiiiiiiiiifffffffffffffffeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee ttttttttttttttttttttaaaaaaaaaaaaakkkkkkkkkkkkkkkkk?
_/_
psl kau aku kene gini.
ggggggggggggggrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr.........

Saturday, June 19, 2010
waving flag

0.o im addicted to this song. Its stuck on my mind :O

ohhh-emmmm-geee !

i know its one of the world cup's song -_______________-"

but who cares?

weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee~

"When I get older, I will be stronger
Theyll call me freedom, just like a Waving Flag
And then it goes back, and then it goes back
And then it goes back " ;)


I love your eyeshadows^^,


Stupid irritating kids sometimes need to be slap. So what if they are kids? They have BRAIN. asshole. tsk, now the whole room are in a mess and my hp, GONECASE. tsk! slap the arse outta them. k ,stoppit.


Having fever this few days and its super-duper annoying. People simply cant get what you say cause you cant pronounce your word properly. Slept at 3am just now and woke up at 1.15pm . I know its late but who cares? Its holiday :D Mama was screaming her head off asking me to clean the house and so i get off the bed with a bad headache and did what have to be done. Online for a while but kiki was not on. So off my lappy and proceed to bath and went to miya house but a change of plan , so we met her mum at Geylang to have our Lunch. Soon after that we went home cause i need to be home before 7. TSK, all because of that day my curfew has been tightened.
:( haiyaa.

Friday, June 18, 2010

where have you gone?!?
why never call or msg me?!?
have you got new girl?!?
LOL. k nonsense!
hahahahahahaha...
i miss Lil Wayne!
=(

Thursday, June 17, 2010







KIKI NO GIGI!
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!~
irritating him now..
kiki call me bambam.. :(
hnmppphhhhhh..
you gayboy okay? ^^
someone says yesterday that i nvr post anything abt him..
so im doing!
weeeeeeeeee!~
ki, bile nak jumpe kakak i?
asik tangguh je?
next year je okay? TSK! -_-
kiki kan popular ,sampai org mintak number!
lol.
tak kasi konon. hmph. +_+
hahahhaa. kay dh stoppit.
i waaaannnntttt cadburry crunchie~
JOM!
:D






HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH! cb , u shy shy for what!


HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHA! cb, long time never watch your channel.


HAHAHAHAHAAHAHAHA! cb, i like you.




"SUMMER

naturale~


Goat Milk

Body Shampoo


Cleansing and nuturing


Suitable for your family."




LOL! irritate sis with that line early in the morning. :)

Waited for bebelle to msg and around 2 plus until she posted at facebook to ask us to prepare .

But we still laze around and bath around 30 mins later and that resulted us to be late .

lol, tsk. Both Sara and Nisa like lazy pig!

Went out at 3 plus and saw bebelle and Eman medina! soooooooooooooooo cute!

weeeee!~ i miss them!

We went to eat at Pastamania and then went to Taka to shop and proceed to 313 somerset.

I want forever 21 tank! :(

Saw my ex and his gf . Dah maju mane nak tegor org lagi kan -______-"

blah lah! hmph. LOL. :)

went to vivo after that, snap some photos and shortly after that, we went home.


ouch, your word, its really nasty. SLUT!, opps! hah!







Im off to town..
bye peepole ! :D

Wednesday, June 16, 2010


''tell me im right , when im wrong''








Its true , somehow. :/








Ouh gee, i say that too sometimes. :D
but that dosent make me pedophile ;)



Thank you kiki for edit this photo for me ^^.
Woke up at 11am cause he called , went to call ika after that and couldnt sleep back.
stare at the ceiling for two hours plus and then watched tv.
Do some housework before switching on the laptop.
Could'nt swallow anything, feel like vomiting :/
please dont start to fall sick again :( bsok nisa nak kluar ngan bebelle.
nak jumpe medina! :(
Going to town tomorrow so please dont fall sick, heart oh heart,
please give me one day of rest without feeling pain ..
:((
I've got tution today :/
but meeting miya instead. i miss her so much. :((

Tuesday, June 15, 2010










The whole day was quite boring, all i did was cook,cook and cook. So after cooking , had my bath and proceed to test my babies up there ^^ How do i do for a beginner?I know that its not really great, but i think its okay. right? :p I wanted to take cosmoprof classes, but its quite expensive.
Three classes and it cause me thousands? :O too expensive. I guess if im really really interested in makeup and dont want my talent to go wasted i have to give up my deejay dreams and go ITE for beauty theraphy. :/ Im uncertain about this.

Monday, June 14, 2010


Another morning listening you sleeping. :) I wanted to say something to you but you already doze off .You must be tired , infact ,me too . I cant bear to put down the phone. :) Im sorry i always make you angry everynow and then. :/ Sorrysorrysorry.