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Wednesday, October 21, 2009

Just went counselling about 10 mins ago with Uma, sent uma to her CAD lessons and went to library to update my blog. Omg,. I felt the pain for her.
Im so sorry not letting out today , im just not comfortable to tell my problems to someone i just saw about 3-4 times. About telling her our friends , I feel bad.
Even though its hurting , i cant go to someone and tell her, this two-year friend of mine went away. Maybe the problem is ME, maybe i was the one who made it to this situation.
If nothing will make her move then be it. If people saw us like a crap then we cant do anything . Like example , if people saw dust, they cant say 'wow! its gold.'
Cause definately its dust and it will always be that. same for us, if they saw us as that, then thats the way it gonna be.
You always say , 'Nisa , cheer up, i cant see one more person crying' but the matter of fact i know you felt like it too. Cause you wanted all of us to be together and you thought that its you who brings all of us like this.
Babe, all this matter not because of you, its their own choice.If they wanted to say horrible fucking things then let them ,its their mouth.
It just dont matter when the angry moment of yours ,you talk about 'thoose things' cause i gotta tell you ,I was even ashame to hear people the same religion as me to do that.
I just dont understand , why judge people for what they are. If you think that, thats the way that makes you feel better,Then you're wrong.

Nobody wanna see us together but it don't matter no cause I got you babe ...

well, you know what? ROWDY ROCKS! :)