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Thursday, May 13, 2010


insanku sayang,
kini menghilang,
musnahlah sudah harapan kita selamanya...


Although its very hard to let go,

i have to do it.

im sick and tired of

waiting for phone calls that never did happend,

and treatment from my own boyfriend that is like crap!

i have my own self-respect.

And i know where my limits are, so

i have to let go of you .


this is what we text that day:


me:i think you should forget about me.

him: why you? dont like this ah.

me:*ignores*


Meet Miya and suddenly Kamal(his fren) calls her.

Kamal: what happend?why nisa msg like that?tell nisa if she dosent love

aliff dont step , forget2 all this ah.


Me: *kept my cool, but im burning inside*

god knows how much i wanna bloody punch someone at that period of time


him:now you really want a breakup ah?

*ignores for a period of time*

me:do you really love me? tell me honestly.

him:yes.i do up to u to believe.

me:then convince me

him: b4 that, show me whether you are worth my love.you dont trust me at all.

me:how could you say that?!you dont even take intiaves in our relationship.

him:fine, lets break up

me:fine, that is what i wanted too. Now i know how 'DEEP' your love for me is.


How could my own bf says 'show me whether you worth my love' ? wtf, im supposed to say that.

You're such a disgrace. Im so relieve we are over. No more sad face for everyone in the morning.

No more withstand the pain of being shout vulgarities at. No more stand of pain of being played around at.

And for you ELISHA, whoever you are. Remember, If he can left me for you. HE CAN LEFT YOU FOR OTHER GIRLS!